Sunday, February 13, 2011

Valentine's Day

I am always depressed on this day, because I've never experienced any serious relationships with a girl. I don't know why, so I always blame my stout figure, but what if I manage to lose a lot of weight? I don't know. One of my roommates said he feels as if he is naked when he writes about this kind of topic in his blog so he'll never do so. I said to him: Don't compare yourself with me, we are different because people may start to judge me when they get their first glimpse of me---judging people basing on their apperances is common. They may have some wrong conclusions about me, I write about myself, so they can correct, maybe being naked is not that bad. I'm not a person that cannot survive without a mask---just if I don't wear one, I will have to recreate an image for the whole world---an image that I took years to create. The world is too big for me to take off the mask, that's why I came up with this on the Valentine's day---maybe one certain person is smaller, after all, to me, that certain person will be the whole world.

6 comments:

  1. you always blame that you didn't have a love experience.the problem is nobody shows her love to you,or you didn't love anyone?have you loved someone and told her?maybe sometimes,we can change the situation.well,actually,i don't know.to some extent,i have the same comfusion like you.maybe,we're growing up when we're thinkiing.

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  2. Hey,my friend,don't be so sensitive to your stout figure,which actually make you a lovely but sedate guy.Just Be a bit more confident in yourself and I believe firmly that you can find your true love in the future.

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  3. I don't think being a little stout is a bad thing for a big boy.Just like Hongyangyang said,you looks lovely.Believe in yourself,you will find a girl who you love and loves you sooner or later.

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  4. Come on,Haozi!Do you really think you are stout?I donot think so.You are just a little stronger than others.
    Actually Valentine's Day is also for friends and families.Do not be depressed.Enjoy the day.Maybe your true love will come unconciously soon.:)

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  5. well,I believe everyone will own their true love finally.The exist of love is not based on the pompous appearence or beautiful face,but the sincere communication betwween two hearts.

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  6. Ok firstly, you are still young, so don't rush into a relationship. Secondly, you are right about people forming impressions; they tend to stick even if you change your appearance in some way. Personally, I like the idea of being 'naked' in front of other people; that is, to show people the 'bad' sides of yourself, and not just the good.

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