I asked myself, but I felt so confused. In my heart, I can never tell the true feeling. One of my friends said, “The place where you are always long to leave is where many things that you will regard your life long time happened. As long as you leave there, the place will show out in your dream.” I asked another friend, “Mournful or happy?” I receive the reply, “Happy. Today and tomorrow I will always be. I hope you are the same.” But I don’t think “happy” or “mournful” can show our true feeling.
I miss my relatives and friends, although I can still talk to them and see them. I cannot smell what they smell, or give them hugs. On this point, I am a mournful person.
I am glad that I didn’t fall back. I begin to value the time that I am accompanied by my friends, that I call back to my home, that reply my friends short messages, that my dreams about my past. I treasure everyone’s feeling, especially my parents’ and my friends’. They believe that I am in good mood, but my feeling is conflicted. I was asked, “Whom will you spend with on Valentine’s Day?” I cannot answer. I have many friends, and surely there are some whom I like, but I cannot tell who the one I love is.
Now, I don’t care. My memories will fade in the end. I am looking forward to the coming of tomorrow. May my friends in Singapore be happy. I will always be with you when you need my help.
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14th Feb
"Mournful" may not be the right word to describe your negative feelings. I think you`re just sad or forlorn as you recall the nostalgic moments with your family and friends back home. I think it`s the special events like Chinese New Year,Valentine`s Day that trigger your homesickness. Cherish your memories but press on as there will be exciting times ahead!
ReplyDeleteWell,life in Singapore is ok. We are friends,so if you have any difficulties,please turn to us, we will try what we can to help you. About the girl you love, I think you should say to her, to express your love to the girl, or she will never know. Even though she may refuse you, but a short misery is better than a longer one
ReplyDeleteWe are classmates and I believe we are friends too.I am concerned that we will have a bright future.
ReplyDeleteCome on,Zhiyuan!Cheer up!:)
ReplyDeleteValentine's Day is not only for the couples but also for friends and families.So you are not alone.At least we are with you now.:)
As to the girl,baring your heart or hiding in your mind both are ok.It depends on which you prefer.But do not force yourself.
Same as you, I always ask myself why I come here, though I know that it is the revenge for not workiing hard before. However, we have already been there for 2 months, and this country is not that bad to some extent. Therefore, let us cheer up and try our best to achieve our dreams. I wish that when we come back home, our friends and relatives would take pride in us. Fighting, Zhiyuān.
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