Listen to my own heart

It was on Thursday,at a friend's birthday party that I was touched and started to think about something which I've never had the courage to do.For the first time,I started to listen to my own heartbeat.

Birthday cake,candles,bless and birthday song.All were happily going on.When it comes to talking of his experiences,he cried.I've never saw a boy cry before.It was because he felt guilty for not caring enough to comfort his mother,as his mother missed him very much.He promised to telephone her every tow days.

I was deeply touched,not only for his kindness,but also,I found that every person has his or her own things hidden deep inside,which only he or she can feel.I came to realise it was not only me myself suffered from painful memory and tough experiences.Everybody does!My heart suddenly got bright and light.

In the past,I was upset and felt unfair for what happened to me,for what made me become the way now I am.I thought no one else does,so I chose to hide them and tell no one.And I hated the whole world!But now I feel reliefed.I have the courage to listen to my own heart,and when I do so,it becomes not that serious anymore.It turns out to be just little things which I can deal with,not terrible at all as I thought it would be!

I owe all this to my friend!He really teached me a lot!