Since I set foot on Singapore,more than one month has slipped away from my fingers without a warning.Before I awake to it,everything has already become yesterday and you can't bring it back. Looking back on the past few days,cheer and joy played a leading role.When I calm down,however,I feel lost.Occupied with my everyday life ,I spent little time listening to my heart.Without thinking and planning,everything seemed messed up.What's worse,I deprived myself of the time of reading in silence.
Yet,that's not the end.I am still unable to get rid of homesickness.I miss my family,my friends and my Nadal(my dog).I long for my mother's cooking,the dusks strolling with Nadal,the days skipping classes with my buddies and sisters to do a prooject.I thought I could conquer it as I had lived alone since I was in senior school.But things don't always crown your wishes.
Thus,change myself if if can't change the world.Mayling Soong once said "You are what you do".This thouught has always been my philosophy.I believe in that we are all the sum total of our actions.What we do today is a saving for tomorrow.With time ,you'll be amazed by how far you have gone.So start with a baby step ,one tiny step by another .The more steps we take in our direction of our goals,the bolder we'll become.Just keep on keeping on. It's a matter of time to see changes.
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ReplyDeleteKeep holding on,lovely Yuyu.
ReplyDeleteYou know we are there for you.^^
I always believe that if you believe,dreams will come true.
Tomorrow can be full of fantasy and you can never know what will happen.
Isn't it interesting?
After the excitement and anticipation have died down,one can sometimes feel lost and memories of loved ones back home can set in.This is very natural. However one should not be controlled by the situation one is in. One should always be above the situation and take control. Yes, you must change if you can`t change the situation and life would slowly make sense. Try making more friends and join in more activities. These may be good distractions if you don`t take it to the extreme.
ReplyDeleteYou remind me of a saying "Change what you cannot accept; accept what you cannot change." We come to this country for our study, but it does not mean we cannot be happy. Cheerful,TINY CUTE GIRL, I believe we will achieve our dreams in this very city.
ReplyDeleteYuyu,come on.To be honest,sometimes I even have the same feeling with you.You can attempt to chat with you roommates or any other friends you trust,maybe that can make you a little more comfortable~~~
ReplyDeleteyour dream will come true afer all the difficuties. you will be happy and happy for ever.
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