The Coming Checkpoint
This Saturday, the whole SM3 19th batch will face the first checkpoint, which is a test including mathematics and c programming. This is the first most significant examination that we encounter, because if we fail in one examination, we will receive a warning letter. According to the contract that we have signed before, two warning letters means being expelled from bridging course. In regard to the importance of the checkpoint, I myself have considered this a do-or-die issue.
To be more specific, I am really anxious about the coming checkpoint. Why? The reason may be that since I came to Singapore, I have not concentrated my whole attention on my study. Though the two subjects, mathematics and c programming, are not so challenging for me, I still do not have absolute confidence in them. For mathematics, the content that we have covered is more or less similar to what I have been taught in the university. Unfortunately, I did not work hard during my limited time in my university. So I have to start over in mathematics. And another subject, c programming is totally fresh for me. It is hard for me to carry on a new course with a second language, because there are too many technical terms for me. Though I have much interest in c programming, I cannot learn it as fast as I used to.
However, despite all the disadvantages, deep in heart I believe I can at least pass the examination. I recall all the exams that I have gone through successfully, I find that before the exams, I was always anxious. But before those exams in which I did not perform very well, I might not be so worried. Then I think over and find that the reason why I am so bothered is that all some of my friends seem really clever at the two subjects. Their level might be higher than me, which makes me rather troubled. In fact, I have done a good job at the two subjects. I should be at least capable enough to score enough points, though I am not the best myself.
Whatever, I will concentrate on my review and get well-prepared for the checkpoint. I am sure I will not say goodbye to Singapore so quickly.